BLUR - 35 - REBIRTHDAY PLAN - APRIL 7TH, 2016 #ARIES

1. (finally ready for)40 DAYZ AND 40 NIGHTZ - SPIRITUAL REPURIFICATION
2. GOING VEGAN
3. GIVING UP CURSING(which I pretty much did, but wan'na make sure)
4. NEVER TELLING ANOTHER LIE(which I don't really do, but when you try to do this, you end up realizing that you do sometimes, you don't want to hurt someone's feelings, so you go along with something, or at the coinstar when it asks you if you ever used a coinstar before, and you press "no" just so that it'll leave you alone :D )
5. I FINALLY GAVE UP CAFFEINE(one of the hardest things to give up, besides masturbation and lustful feelings, which brings me to a good point of being absolutely FEARLESS to speak your mind, which I just did)
6. I'M EVEN GIVING UP YAWNING(which most people are such non-believers, they feel you "have to" yawn)(no! take a nap. discipline your self, to shut off when that signal comes. I know monks don't yawn(well, really trained ones don't - their master hit them with stick)
I already went 100% celibate, for a while now. which has been a harsh struggle to give up masturbation and lustful feelings, or porn music videos, or machine videos, you know? A women and a machine, or drinking cough syrup, taking herbal supplements(I've said too much)(WHEN DID THIS TURN INTO CONFESSION OF SIN?????? :( )
But giving up lust is so worth it, because what is left is *LOVE*)
(so that's already out of the way)

OH BROTHER!

(how'd this turn into a comedy blog?)
Well, I'm making self-help video blogs about all this stuff, but check it out, there is way more cool stuff we are doing.
For a person just starting the recovery process of mental illness REHABILITATION(there is such a thing, people, believe in your self). Dual-Diagnosis(MICA-Mentally Ill/Chemically Addicted), I have overcome so much.

On my *REBIRTHDAY*(and you should give rebirthing your self on your birthday a thought. Cause you can always change.), I will make it a priority, to;
1. GET A JOB(yikes!)
2. OBSESSIVELY COMMIT TO MAKING MUSIC(I'm getting flip screen cam-corder, and music studio)
3. AND DOING HARDCORE LIFE DOCUMENTARY(again)(over 1,100 videos=check em out if you'd like)
4. GOING HATLESS(for the first time since a teenager)AND GROWING MY HAIR LIKE THIS

I think that's it??????
That actually doesn't sound that bad
Now that I've written it out

VIDEO COMING SOON

Oh, I'm giving up picking my fingernails.
And keeping a really strict diet, because my philosophy is, "Choose your chemicals wisely" and "Consume the same chemicals on a consistent basis and it will become part of your chemistry/your DNA"=DISCIPLINE, YOU MUST!