BLURZ RAGE

I can't believe how angry I feel tonight

I am in full on panic attack,
but it would never show,
I keep my cool because I've become TOUGH,
and I go NUMB,
and I go out-of-body now.

I wait for the end

I do not feel ALIVE

I'm more in the, *After-Life*.

And all I feel is DEATH

This feels so HOPELESS

I feel in DESPAIR 

This all too familiar feeling,
wishing I could just make a move,
if I only knew what move to make.

I'm to tired to even pray :(

I'm watching us all fade away

AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT