YOU GOT TO TAKE THESE DREAMS AND MAKE THEM WHOLE=OHHHHHHHH=THIS IS HARDCORE "Follow your dreams, your dreams are your path of DESTINY." ~ BLUR As painful as this is I feel I have an opposite soul that to not do these things that call us to do is more painful. what exactly do you do for an encore? CAUSE THIS IS HARDCORE!
What more can be said, except, as human beings we have individual thought, and I believe 100% in the philosophy of original thought and idea, that if you have an idea that no one else has ever had you must make it your duty, it's your *DESTINY* to follow that through. And this is mine! Welcome to my burden! But I can say from my experience of life that happiness really is a state of mind, and suffering is a part of all life, so it is a choice you have to fight for to find happiness and let the pain go, and embrace it, and accept it.
"I fight for love, but only love can stop me from fighting." ~ BLUR "YOU'RE THE TRUTH NOT I" GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (you're in my heart/in my head/in my soul) (ALWAYS)
I know I joke around a lot, like I'm an aspiring comedian, or something, but underneath lays an intense element of SERIOUSNESS. I just don't know how to not make a joke of everything? We all have inside of us these obsessions that never leave; (SUBTRACTING) "I need to lose weight" "Quitting smoking" "Stop being mean to people" "Stop being so angry" "I need to break this isolation" "Quit playing video-games" "Stop sleeping so much" "Stop associating with negative/toxic people" "Stop being lustful" "Quit cursing" "Lying" "Quit caffeine" "Give up the internet-I'm on facebook/social media too much" "I really need to break up with him/her, I need to get a divorce" "My parents are abusive. I really need to move out" "I need to get these people out of my life" "I need to stop having sex" "I need to leave this gang that I'm in" "Something keeps telling me I need to be off these psych medications" "I keep having an obsessive thought that I need to stop smoking marijuana" "I need to stop consuming processed foods" "I'm lazy", etc. These inner voiced/intuitions that we have these instinctual gut feelings that never seem to leave? We need to listen to this psychic voice and trust this inner voice of guidance. JUST DO IT! Subtraction: The things you need to get out of your life and stop doing. And these are just the things inside of us that we need to subtract from our lives. What about the things that we need to add to our lives? (ADDING) "I NEED GOD IN MY LIFE" "Start going to church more(or whatever religion you are)" "Become more spiritual" "I need to start eating healthy" "Going to the gym" "I want to go vegetarian - or - vegan" I should start meditating" "I want to be a better mother/father to my children" "I want to be tough" "Master Pain and be able to take any pain in this human realm naturally" "I want to overcome all fears and be FEARLESS" "I need more positive people in my life" "I need to speak my mind and stick up for my self" "I need to start taking a multi-vitamin" "Learn about nutrition" "make it my top priority to exercise every single day because my weight and my health is killing me", etc. Adding: The things you know in your heart and soul you need to do or you will never advance forward. (these adding and subtracting lists are infinite) (what do you need to subtract and add to your life) You will notice that these certain things will never leave your mind until the day you die. SO YOU REALLY NEED TO DO ALL THESE THINGS THAT ARE BEGGING YOU INSIDE OF YOU! RIGHT NOW=GET STARTED=GET MOVING I've been calling this lately, 'The Dream Equation', where we have this inner strategy to get to a certain goal/dream within us, and the strategy is this, adding-and-subtracting, which is the mathematical dream formulation that will catapult you to that desired destination. But do you have the discipline, the strength, the toughness, the sheer will-power and determination to make these BOLD changes in your life? And what about things that we always wanted/wished to do but never took the proper steps? "I want *TRUE LOVE* in my life!" "I need to be financially secure" "I want marriage and children" "A SOUL MATE" "I want to make a difference in peoples lives and in the world?" "I always wanted to start gardening" "My dream was always to make MUSIC" "I want to go to college for [******]" "I always wanted to skydive" "I need a career/a business" "I want to be an actor; a dancer. an artist. a photographer. a film producer. a writer. etc."
Whatever your dreams are? You must subtract the things holding you back and destroying you and add the things you know you need to to begin these dreams. NO MORE PROCRASTINATION! We care to much about what people think. We allow peoples energies to effect us and block us from being on this *GOD FREQUENCY*. You see, the dream is the *PATH*. The path of your destiny. You must heed the call!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe if you are not following your dreams, these callings inside of you, you are off, *THE PATH*. So here's my vlog about quitting caffeine. Ciao! ~ BLUR (and embrace GOD with EVERYTHING you've got)
Hi, I'M BLUR! It's very painful. Can I really speak honestly about a subject/topic of life/existence without being persecuted/crucified for my views, with an open-minded admittance that my viewpoints could be wrong/could be right in some areas, but it's an ongoing battle of fighting to learn and do your best and strive to do better and be the best person you can be? But it is 100% FACT, that we steal chicken eggs from their mothers, and that must be HELL OF SUFFERING for them to go thru. But on this very intense topic of "PRO-LIFE", the proof is in the pudding/the wording. Pro-Life to me is about protectance of all life. A respect for all life; animals/insects/plant life/our own kind/women/children/elderly/even down to the microscopic level if you'd like to take it there, that microscopic organisms are essential to our existence. Can you really get to a heightened level of feeling empathy for all life forms. Down to feeling empathy for a blade of grass. Mercy and Pity for a mosquito, that they have a really hideous life, they are not blessed AT ALL. I EMPATHIZE WITH EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm not even touching base on what's right and wrong about what a woman goes thru. I'm not a woman(at least I don't think), so I can't tell you, but we need to teach our youth different instead putting all the blame on women when the majority of human beings are involved in murder and violence in some way if you eat animals, or promote war, or you own your children and don't let them have individuality to pursue their dreams, or you mentally/verbally abuse, or rape, or beat your dog, or your wife, evryone out their want to crucify women instead of saying, "we need to stop promoting all this sex, and this porn industry, and promote purity of life and education" - just saying. What about the man who cumms inside of a woman, they get no blame for being irresponsible? But I can tell you this. If a woman is raped be an evil demon man, and you're a man that feels they should have that baby, I'D LOVE TO SEE YOU GO THROUGH THAT AND SEE IF YOUR VIEW POINT IS CHANGED? I DON'T WANT NO DEMON BABY OF A RAPIST GROWING INSIDE OF ME, WHAT ARE YOU NUTSSSS? So I made this video. As an inspiring comedian; Self-Help Guru, Rapper, Filmer, Musician, Writer, Life Documentor, and whatever else, *WARRIOR OF GOD* to speak my mind no matter what, it has been part of my spiritual training to speak my mind and not care what anyone thinks. So here goes my video on PRO-LIFE. People will probably have my head for this. Or maybe not? Can you really be shocked or mad at anything someone named, "BLUR" says?
I'M PRO-LIFE, GOING VEGAN ON MY REBIRTH DAY, APRIL 7TH
Awe, why not? Just give it a try. I promise it will be something neither of us ever experienced before :( These two were so adorable, I couldn't STAND IT.
{The moment they find each other? :3 } Do you think somebody without mental illness could love somebody with? Just Wandering It Doesn't Matter I Don't Plan On Being Mentally Ill Much Longer, Anyways. I Plan On becoming, 'A Self-Help Guru'. (An Underground One) (Super BLUR To The Rescue) [why not?] {the sky IS NOT the limit}
I just have to speak from the HEART This movie really touched me. *Love Karma* is what I believe in. Do not date, Or mingle, Or search for love. Do not, Give your self away, Stay reserved, Be patient, and *TRUST IN GOD*. Do you believe in *Soul-Mate Love*? I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Would you really walk away from that? that type of *True-Love*, No-One or Nothing in this Universe could stand in the way of. I like blossoming love, let it happen really slow, I've learned this from observance, and all love has similarity, my mom and I have unconditional love, and this unconditional love has grown unbreakable over time. So, when you fall in love, let it happen slowly. Strengthen that connection, my motto is opposite of conventional, I say; SPIRITUAL(first), EMOTIONAL(second), MENTAL(third), and, PHYSICAL(last), because if you can't connect to each other in spirit, even from afar, you should be able to feel each other from miles away, then it is not meant to be. (BLUR WISDOM)
I never knew LOVE was so EMPOWERING, but it was right under my nose. I fight for all types of LOVE; GOD/MOM/FRIENDS/PEOPLE/WOMEN/CHILDREN/ANIMALS/ALL LIFE/AND THAT MAGNETIC FEELING OF MY SOUL MATE/I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL HER NEAR?(I am so hyperfocused=I will build an empire for her=I am so motivated and driven) The *SACRIFICE* for LOVE, I will go to hell for eternity, THAT'S how much I LOVE GOD :(........ My Love(i know you're out there); You are the only one that I would not send my self to hell for, if you understand me. You mean more to me than defeating Lucifer and crumbling hell. If you asked me to not go, I wouldn't. For you! But, I'm pretty sure you'll let me go?
I'm strong enough to accept that love may not be in cards :(........
It feels like I've been here before, Love slipping thru my finger-tips like sand.
My heart POUNDED for you last night. Just the thought of you; hugging me, touching me, I felt cosmic forces enter my heart like never before, heart chakra opening up so wide I could barely withstand it, almost fainting as the feeling of your soul took my breath away, so intense as I lay there in bed praying that this is real, that you feel my soul too? :(
And me thanking you, from the bottom of my heart for that hug, as that precious moment slipped away too fast, I wish I could've froze time.
You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met :3 You are SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL I can't take it. I blush everytime I think of you
Could you be that person that I would die for, Go of eternity to hell for?
I'd sacrifice my self for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I would never want you to sacrifice your self for me.
But I, 'Live And Let Live'.
is this delusional?
Is her soul overwhelmed like mine is when she's around me?
Does she feel the red blushing tightness of her cheeks in my exuding energetic presence the way I feel when I feel her energy?
I feel the pulling of soulful strings connecting and bonding and binding knotting up in entwined entanglements pulling on my heart strings more powerfully everytime we are in eachothers presence, like an angelic infinite universal string quartet playing music symphonies to the HEAVENS about our love that has the potential to live on through the ages, legendary, the type of mythical love that they write stories about in the future. I know you feel that too.
She can just, grab me, and shake me, and grip my shoulders real tightly, and say, "You're not crazy BLUR, I feel it too, I am falling in LOVE with you, and it is SURREAL". (no one and nothing could stand in the way of *TRUE LOVE*)
I never knew love was so EMPOWERING
And then my emotions CRUMBLE as I realize this is never going to happen, because, LOVE IS WAR, because, You have to fight with everything you've got for your the one you LOVE, to protect her, and always be there for her to make sure she has everything she needs, while keeping your self WARRIOR STRONG.
If I can obtain all those things?
Do I even have what it takes?
To be her 'Knight In Shining Armor'.
To sweep her off her feet and take her to new realms never before fathomed?
Her phantom of a new opera?
To be ready to save her the day that she needs me?
Can I be prepared?
If she would give me just a touch of her love, I WILL CONQUER THE WORLD, AND BUILD AN EMPIRE FOR HER.
ETERNAL LOVE HEAVENLY LOVE
"But how can I be real, when I'm a ghost without love"
But the sad truth is, I'm probably not going to make it :(......
Psychology 101: Delusional Feelings(recognizing your delusions and letting them go)
When you end up having feelings for someone(for like two months), out of your control, you didn't mean to, then you realize their circumstances that you were just DELUSIONAL the entire time, that there was nothing here meant to be, that she didn't have any feelings for me, I thought I saw some signals but realized I was wrong, so you do the right thing and let it go(and hope the person didn't know?)Then the agony of Karma someone does this to you.
I feel really bad/hating my self, because I always put my self in the other persons shoes(empathy). I am an EMPATH. And people do this all the time to me. Having feelings for me, and I don't have feelings for them. It's such a hurtful; offensive, disrespectful feeling, that they are to selfish to even find out what my situation is or how I feel about the matter. Don't I get any say in this? And I didn't mean to do that to this person. the feelings just formed before I knew anything about her, or her situation in life, but I was really captivated, she is really, really, beautiful, I know I'm not the only one, that people must fall for her all the time, but why do I feel so crucified for this? I feel like I blackballed my self in exile from the entire program now, that maybe I'm paranoid that people are looking at me different, maybe?
This one really hurts. And it hurt so bad. I feel HORRORble about my self, I really hope I didn't make this person uncomfortable. OH MY GOD, I really hope this person doesn't know? Because it was harmless, I didn't mean to form feelings, and my feelings formed because of one key reason that was really new to my mind that I never thought of before, and that created this delusion that maybe we were possible meant to meet each other/or be together(soul mates=I was delusional), but when I realized I was delusioned I realized it was wrong, me having feelings for her, so I did the right thing immediately and cut the cord of feelings. And now I'm worried that I might have just self-sabotaged my entire treatment, that I might have just caused an, -over-stay of my welcome- at this place, and now I might have to leave?
I'm embarrassed!
I realize that I really am FRANKENSTEIN.
I don't mean to cause anybody any type of harm, or uncomfortability. It was really harmless. I didn't mean to have feelings for this person. I've let them go. I am letting go of my "SOUL MATE OBSESSION" because it goes against my number one core belief, *to leave LOVE in GODS hands*. So looking for LOVE Longing for LOVE and obsessively staying on the frequency, is self defeating. I've learned my lesson. And pray this person doesn't know, and this can just blow over.
One where you are falling into an eternal abyss of bliss.
One where you feel dark shadows blanket your being from the cold emptiness that has seeped into your soul leaving a vortexal void of numbness nothingness, SO LONELY, so soothing :(
Ascending Into The Transcendence Of Heavenly Metamorphosis, ALONE :(
So Lonely Of My Soul Mate Lover That Being Alive Of This Realm Seems No Longer An Option?
