I want...

I feel like Frankenstein, I don't even want to be touched.
I don't want to connect with anybody.
I don't want anybody to like me.
I want to build a lonely world of my own mass-mad creation, so I can be alone and at peace, away from the pain of interaction, which leads to loss, and a shattered heart, and a broken being, and eternal wounds that never heal but only grow deeper. I want to disappear like a ghost but never to haunt anyone because I just want to be left alone. You never see me, and I would never dare look at you.
I want...

~ BLUR