(day 7)10 DAY PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION FOR SCHOOLING: MENTAL ILLNESS RECOVERY(Human Interaction)

Human Interaction: 100% - I Made It? I Wake Up - Face The Day - Knowing That I Will Not Let Anyone Get Close To Me - Ever Again. - It Is Better Off This Way. - It Is Necessary? - And I After All The Pain I Am Ready To Face Anyone That Feels; Angry - Upset - Or Resentful Towards Me For Being The Way That I Am. - Nothing Personal - Nothing Personal, Is Right!

I Don't Want Love
I Don't Want Friends
I Just Want
To Be Left Alone

When You Are So Wounded
A Simple Touch
Makes You Cringe

When Your Heart Is So Broken
The Desire For Love
Destroys You

When Your Mind Is Such A Tangled Web
Human Interaction
Only Adds To The Weave 

When Your Soul Is So Shattered
People Only Confuse And Corrupt It
Further 

There Is No Answer Here
Except To Give This Up
And Accept This Fate

And I Feel RELIEF 
That I Can Finally Put This To Rest
No Guilt
No Shame

No More Feeling,
"What Should I Do?"
What's The Right Thing To Do?"
"What Would Jesus Do?"
I Am Not Jesus!
And I Never Could Be
We All Have Our Different Crosses To Bare
And What I've Been Thru
And What I've Become
Makes Human Connection IMPOSSIBLE

This Burden Has Been Too Much To Bare 
I Lay It To Rest
So Agonizing
So MADDENING 
So Infuriatingly Frustrating
I Could Never Escape 

Obligation
Intrusion
VIOLATION
Imposition
MANIPULATION 
Peoples Attitudes And Aggression 
DOUBT

BAD INTENTIONS(=OUCH)

PREDATORS: People Who Prey On You

I Do Not Do Any Of This To Anybody, Ever. So I Notice It 

And By The Way - I Like The Word 'BARE' - Not 'bear', I am not a bear.

I Can Finally Put This To Rest Because I Can Say, "I Don't Care What Anyone Thinks"