LOVE

LOVE

I realized that I do not want LOVE
That LOVE is good for everybody else
But not for me.
LOVE just tears me apart.
Everybody is wounded in different ways
I don't even think I could ever be touched
I'm in agony.
And I am feeling very foolish
That I fell in LOVE
With someone unavailable 
And that couldn't possibly LOVE me
Someone that we could never be together
And I was blind to this
And didn't realize how stupid I was.
How in the wrong I was.
And I hope I didn't make this person uncomfortable in any way
I don't know
And I'll probably never know?
And it hurts
And I am numb
But it ends now
And I will never do this again.

LOVE